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2006-07-29T14:56:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE BLOGSPOT, GOODBYE BASHERS(whoever you are)!!! We shared lots of memories, I met new online buddies and YOU SAVED MY FROM BOREDOM!!!

I wont update this blog anymore. I'll be updating my multiply instead for more privacy and photos of course!=) Please still get in touch.=) Full access to my multiply is for my contacts only.

http://pinkyyamy.multiply.com

2006-07-02T14:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TITA MELDZ!

She celebrated a countdown for her day yesterday. I arrived late 'coz I accompanied Roper in SM pa to buy a magazine for his pamangkin(He went home in Dagupan.)I love the pasta, cake, chicken and most especially the Baileys with COKE. After eating, I just watched them play pusoy dos(don't know how to play)and drank Baileys. That's a new discovery and I love it.

We're currently watching the delayed telecast boxing match of Pacquiao and Larios. Darn it! Pacquiao for sure will have more TV Commercials(i hate it) and money. I didn't want him to win though, he's so yabang kasi. He's a pride of the Philippines but he won't make our country rich anyway! Boo.

Birthday of Roper and Vanah on July 20, Aj and Mj on the 30th.=) Such an extravagant month. Haha.

2006-07-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

Ok, so we already had our first part exam in Accounting that completes the 80% of our grade and I'M TOTALLY DEPRESSED AND FRUSTRATED! I shouldn't be hating Accounting since I choose to major in it. FinMan, I don't want you coming dear.

I was able to balance a=l+c but I'm not so sure with the transactions. After passing our exam papers, I asked my seatmates what's their and answer:655=655 & 525=525 and my answer is 535=535. Hell! I wasn't able to write prepaid rent and the 16th transaction is a product of ~~katangakan~~! Anyway, we're not yet sure with the answer. Depress parin ako!

GOD, HELP ME GET HIGHER GRADE ON THE SECOND PART OF EXAM.

June 30, 2006(The last day of the month pahabol of luck for Roper)

Roper asked for permission if he and Mikhail can go to SM after their class, I allowed him. After my class, I texted Roper informing him that we're dismissed already and we we're having out snack in the canteen. Here starts the conversation...

Him: May lumapit sakin, kwento ko mamaya.
Me: Babae? Bakit daw?
Him: Yup, tinatanong niya kung gusto ko daw mag-model?

*I terribly got excited upon reading his text. I told Lyn and Aj, "Huwaaaat? May nagtatanong daw ky Roper kung gusto niya mag-model!"

Me: Wow, go bieh! Anong agency? Anong sabi mo?
Him: Sabi ko ayoko.
Me: Ha? Bakit naman?
Him: Nagulat nga kami e. Kung pano kita nilapitan dati, ganon ung paglapit sakin.
Deadbatt na siya, quiz nanamin sa Philo.

Me and Aj teased him when we saw him walking, "Excuse me, pwede ka bang maging model?" Wala, tumawa lang siya.

Mikhail also told him,"Nagpaparamdam na ang Mr. Nursing sayo tol."I'm still encouraging him to join Mr. Nursing since his professor is uber kulit. Wala daw siyang mapapala sa pagsali.

2006-06-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

June 24, 2006

Umulan ng yelo. Haha. Sad thing is I was asleep. Kuya Dexter and Lyn just informed me about it. Anyway, I'm looking forward for more icy drops beybeh!

June 25, 2006

Happy Birthday Sweety! I wasn't able to greet her via tita desa's phone though. I just thought of stepping apart not for good but for the mean time.=P I just spent the whole day with Roper pigging out.

June 26, 2006

Happy Birthday Sish Marianne!

I miss Ate Diane. The mocha frap she use to order and my fave ever vanilla frap in Starbucks. I miss shopping and movie marathons with her. She's the BESTest roommate ever. So everytime we see each other coincidentally, you would here me calling her name soo loud, "ATE DIAANNEEE" and she responding, "DOOONNNAAA" with hugs and besos then we would stop in the middle of the hallway exchanging stories. I miss her.

We will be having our accounting exam on Saturday. I need your prayers, please!

2006-06-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

I must say that this week is soo stressful than it can ever be. We had our quiz in Theo3, Ecol1, Philo1, Econ1, Litt1 and ACCTG 101. I balanced the assets=liabilities & capital in Analysis of Transactions. Yebah! That's soo success. Accounting requires a lot of effort and time plus PATIENCE! I should be more patient.

Anyway, I'm a member of CACes and JPIA already.

We'll be in session later. It's time to relax and enjoy after the quiz week.

2006-06-18T16:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO MY DAD AND TO ALL FATHER'S OUT THERE.=)

Photoshop Madness(more on my multiply)*link on linkages*

Still waiting for Twinie's pictures at 18.=)

Collage lang

Request of my vain cousin.

The bag I'm talking about in my last entry.

2006-06-17T17:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWINIE AILYN CZAMYR.

A friend who always find time to text me and share the things happening in her life, my adviser, a true sweet lady. You just don't know how lucky I am having you as my twinie. I love you lots twinie. Soo sad, I wasn't able to attend your debut party and not even meet the princessitas. *teary eyed*

2006-06-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

This blog have been an issue on some people(they inform me). Obviously this is for the public. I seem to fight the urge of spilling everything on my mind or even find a better way of ranting even if I know I should not but I care and I don't want my blog to be a cause of any argument, misunderstanding or a fight. To the bashers PLEASE dont pretend to be someone you're really not.

Sometime I just have to walk sideways to reality for me not to hurt anyone. Life's full of surprises and we must deal with the bitchness of it.

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I already hate being a shop-a-holic. Having new things makes me feel overwhelmed but too much(as they say)is bad.

After buying a bag from egg and 2 pairs of shoes, again, I want 2 bags with similar style but different in color and size from Girbaud and a chuck taylor. Gahd! That's way extravagant. Anyway, the chucks is not for me 'coz I dont have a size. Next week will be the last week of buying things. (Ahuh?) I SHOULD BE MORE RESPONSIBLE WITH MY FINANCES!

After this entry, I'm actually thinking of abandoning this blog. Comment? Anyone?

2006-06-12T15:31:00.000+08:00

I already deleted my tagboard for someone's pretending to be me. Just comment if you want to be linked or if you got a message.

I'LL BE ON BLOG LEAVE!

2006-06-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

Belated Happy Birthdat ot my brother Gold.(June 9)

You scored as Engineering. You should be an Engineering major!

Engineering

92%

Psychology

92%

Philosophy

83%

Theater

75%

English

75%

Mathematics

58%

Journalism

58%

Linguistics

58%

Sociology

58%

Dance

50%

Anthropology

50%

Art

42%

Biology

33%

Chemistry

17%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com

I'm an ACCOUNTING MAJOR no matter what. Haha,!

2006-06-08T17:33:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Ate Diane!

I uploaded pictures on my multiply. Check the link on my linkages.=)

I'll make a long entry next time!

2006-06-02T09:17:00.000+08:00

"We can have you as one of our Talents." *cross fingers again and again* I just wish I live in the metro so everything will be easy, unfortunately I don't! *Sigh*

Anyway, I'll be going back to Baguio again tomorrow. Classes will start on Monday na kasi. I have to fix my things in our apartment and shop on Sunday. I dont know how will I carry my things. I'm bringing with me rice cooker, frying pan and 2 travelling bags. ~~Roper can't fetch me!~~

Dad gave me a card reader again but now it's single while watching Bituing Walang Ningning. Haha. Sabi niya, pasalubong ko daw and me naman all smiles. Haha. I tried it agad but there's something wrong with my memory card and so I hope dad will buy me a new one. Haha. (Pa, I know you're reading this. Haha.)

I'm planning to buy stuffs pa naman ngayon when I read my horoscope in friendster, "Be careful with your money today -- it's wise to conserve your resources right now. Your finances are becoming a bigger issue in your life right now, and conservation should be a high priority starting now. There's no need to drastically change your lifestyle, but a few nips and tucks here and there might be a good idea. Go for the tall coffee, not the grande; brown bag it for lunch for one week; and consider that public transportation may not be so bad after all. Tiny changes will give you new experiences while they help your wallet, so check them out!" So ok, I'll just buy the magazine, the Vigan shirt Aj is ordering and the bibingka of Roper. Haha.

Friendster is getting boring and boring each day. I approved a testimonial from Macky, rejected unknown friends(my account is for known friends only),made kalkal the bulletin board and found this post by Jason Romero that made me make him a testimonial and below my testimonial is her testimonial. I saw it after adding my testimonial anyway. What do you think of his post, true or not? I bold-ed(huh?) the lines I agreed with him. Haha.
"as u see life is not a fairy tale.. life sux..
giving everything is not enough to make sumthing
stay..
the more u sacrifice for sumthing, the more it hurts..
wen its gone, its gone..!

cuz life aint fair.. there is no destiny.. there
is no true love..
there is no happiness..!! damn this f*ckin' life..
everytime it gets harder.. more painful..!!

life aint true.. luv and happiness aint true....
everything is just an illusion..!
if u wanna ask me bwt this sh*t, dont bother..
this pain is too much for me to bear..!!!
much more than i can take....!!!!

f*ck life..!!!

I hate summer except for the long hours of net, beaches and pools. It's making me think of things I shouldn't be thinking. I'm happy school days is coming. Leaves me clueless, Who are my new blockmates? College life is not so far with Highschool life but one thing I really miss in HS is the bonding inside the classroom.

I miss the Lamarcas. Tito Gido's way of saying,"Mag-aral ka mabuti anak ha para pag-grumaduate ka ako na bahala sa churva niyo, mag-ingat ka jan" and Tita Cory too. Tito Noli's advice, Jayson Romero's pagtatanggol and help (his job as a cousin I guess to all of his girls.Haha.)Sweety looks like Quintin talaga. Basta lahat sila. haha.

I'll be missing long hours of internet connection, photoshop and this long entry again.

I guess I'm making net surfing productive for myself. I'm not yet 18, 6 months and 9 days more to go before the calendar hits December 11 and I wish the dream I'm wanting before I turn 18 will come true. I'm now starting to make a way.

I realized that for one to be able to reach his/her dreams, goals or aspirations he/she shouldn't be relying on what time will lead him/her, he/she MUST find a way.

2006-05-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

I just arrived home from Baguio. I'm planning to tell about what happened how pissed I am waiting for a bus going to Baguio BUT I'm so overwhelmed with the mail I received. Napatakip nalang ako ng mouth, and pinipigilang ngumiti. I'm so happy. *Cross fingers again.*

The enrollment went fine. As soon as I arrived, I ate at 7 11 first 'coz I wasn't able to eat my breakfast then went straight ahead in SLU. I got my grades and it's ok. I got 92 in Math3c and NSTP I BUT ~~84 in PolSci~~. Err. My schedule is also ok except that I have a 7:30 class (MWF) and the good thing about is may halfday kami every Thursday and Saturday and pinakalate naman 6pm, so that's ok narin. I'm really nervous in Accounting. Wish me luck guys.

I'm tired! I'll update nalang maybe tomorrow or the other day. I'll take my dinner, take a bath then rest. Bye guys. Muahz!

2006-05-29T12:57:00.000+08:00

I'm done with Twinie's BG. I wish I can make it look good pa. Basics palang kasi alam ko e.

I made one for my friends too,

and for myself

I chatted with Pam in YM just an hour ago and I missed her. She was talking about the past, the present and boys boys boys. She got to talk with Jason again. I'm so glad they're still friends after the two break-ups. Haha.

I've been browsing teentalk and it seems nawawalan na ng tao? Hay, I miss the old teentalkers I use to hang-out with there. I browsed havaianas site instead and there you go. I love those flipflops. I won't show off the pictures here since I'm not so sure if I can get it. But I ordered to Abigail the top black, dark brown or rose. Any of those colors and I wish umabot sa orders niya.*cross fingers*

I'll be going to Baguio tomorrow for the enrollment. I hope the process will be fast 'coz I have to buy something in SM before going home. I still have to get something in our dorm because I left my 2 sneakers and 1 bag, Ate Diane's there pa naman so it's alrytie. Haha. FYI, I'm leaving my dorm, where my stuffs we're stolen. Argh!

2006-05-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITA CORY!

I made something(art daw?) in photoshop last night. I slept at about 1am na ata then woke up 6am to greet Tita Cory then continued sleeping until 11:30am.

Just got home from Mart One with my aunt, my cousins, nephew and brother. We just ate in Red Ribbon then walk through the place. I want 4 tees in Crissa. Grr. I soo damn want it. Super!

Anyway, Twinie texted me and she got a new 'do daw. layered. I'm pretty excited to see it.

2006-05-26T13:25:00.000+08:00

RANDOMNESS

Lyrics from Best I Ever Had by Vertical Horizon
***I only choosed the lyrics that strikes me most***

Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had
You don't need me back
You're just the best I ever had

I run away and hide
And I may find in time that
You were always right
You're always right

What was it you wanted?
Could it be I'm haunted?

I don't want you back
You're just the best I ever had

The difference of HAD and HAVE. Past vs Present.
(I have really nothing to talk about!)

No strings attached right from this moment. I know you don't really get what I mean.

I wake up this morning because of my eyes. Itchy! I scratch it! Sabi ng pinsan ko kinagat daw ng langgam. Err, stupid ant!

Anyway, bagong setting na pala ang friendster at medyo nalilito pa ko kunti since yesterday hindi ako nakapag-online and I never faced the computer! I haven't started Twinie's new BG and ung name niya for her blog. Err. LAZINESS!!!

I'll be back in Baguio for the enrolment on the 30th.

It's Tita Cory's birthday tomorrow. I'm gonna greet her! And oh, Happy Birthday Chesca!

I wanna watch All about love so so bad! Haha.

I'm so bothered with the text messages regarding the names of popular people(Gems Yap, Anchor tis, Kornina Sanchez etc> OA na kasi!

Teentalk and Seventeen sigaw mode. Boring e

Another non-sense entry!

2006-05-24T14:29:00.000+08:00

I'm EXTREMELY BORED to death!!!

I got nothing to do but to bum, bum and bum around the house, sit in front of the PC, look at new things on friendster, blog hopping, watch TV and that's it.

Ninz, Rowell atbp.(duh!) will be going to Pug-os beach on Saturday. Sana matuloy. Eto namang si Kat nagpunta pa ng Manila kung kelan naman andito ako sa Ilocos. Hay naku.

Nakikitingin nalang ako ng pictures ng kung sino sinong tao sa friendster. Sari-sari nga namang ang aking reaksyon, huwag niyo ng alamin!

Bigla kong naalala, si Macky nagpapagawa pala ng background sa friendster. OMG, sana magawan ko na siya! Si Chi, nasa HK daw. Si Mhai, umuwi na ba ng Ilocos? Waaa, nonsense!

Marami pa pala akong dapat matutunan sa adobe. Err!

Wala na kong masabi, ciao!

2006-05-23T14:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Sheena!

Thanks to friendster for her picture.

My dad is back from Singapore again.

Thanks to Twinie for editing my code here again.

I haven't made any collage in adobe since yesterday. I should be making one for Myan, for myself and for us twinies before school starts again.

Magastos this coming June and July. Haha. Daming mag-bibirthday kelangan mag-ipon.

I'm currently downloading songs. I hope I can bring a PC in Baguio na.

NO NOT AGAIN! Another basher and it's a guy! And what the hell is he talking about? What's with me, my blog that you love to talk about? LOSER!

*edited*
I read my 2nd entry and I was just like "Oooh, I've been too emotional.Haha" I promised myelf not to rant on things which is too emotional. I need privacy too.

Realization sa pag-uusap namin ni Ryza: Pwede palang magmahal ng dalawa at the same time? No way...

ME: "Ano ba nararamdaman mo sa kanilang dalawa?"
HER: "Mahal ko sila pareho."
ME: "Huh? pwede ba un?"
HER: "Ewan ko un ung nararamdaman ko eh"
ME: "Ganito nalang, dun ka sa mas secure and sure ka."

Tama ba yung sinabi ko? Magulo talaga!

OMG, I want this kaso ang mahal.=( Hanggang tingin nalang ba? FRUSTRATION!

abercrombie flipflops
Check out www.abercrombie.com

Eto pa from www.oldnavy.com, mas mura siya compared sa abercrombie pero mas cute ung abercrombie.

Sabi nga ni Roper at Aj, hindi practical. Magspartan nalang. Haha.

Ka-chat ko si Aj. eto usapan namin!

Ramona Liza Verzosa: tol regalo mo nalang sakin sa debut ko flipflops, havaianas huh? nyahaha
alysa jane san pedro: tangna.........................

Surfed ebay.com and oh geeesh, i love the shoes suuupppeeeerrrrrrr.

Walang magawa. I have been updating this blog kaninang after lunch pa. Ang sakit na ng ulo ko, kanina pa ko dito sa harap ng PC. Na-bore narin ako sa friendster. Speaking of friendster, I deleted a friend for my goodness sake! Tinatamad naman akong sumagot sa mga surveys. Wala naman sa PC na ito ung adobe. I downloaded Picasa pero ang boring. Errr. Bummer!

I got a background music from web tunes already. At the beginning. Wala akong maisip na iba at of this moment.

Keiyty will make a layout for me. Yey, excited na ko.Thanx in advance sweety.=)

Minamalas

2006-05-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY REIJ! (05/21/2006)
<Argh, wala akong flick ni Reij!>

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BEAU(Myan). Today's her birthday.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ATHINA MARIE!

I can feel the summer heat once again.

I wasn't able to attend Myan's debut because of the NSTP Festival. I went home Sunday afternoon hoping that I can attend her debut pero hindi umabot sa time so I just greeted her and Moses kasi anniversary din nila. Bienet didn't make it also kasi babalik na siya ng Manila. Hay. Nakibalita nalang ako kay Vanah sa mga nangyari sa debut ni Myan.

Hindi rin po ako nakasama sa Tarlac para sa debut rin ni Reij. Crap!

Speaking of the Festival:
Our class won the 2nd place in dancing category out of 28 competitors. Good job! In the garbage recycling category, we we're not informed that we should only use 3 materials but the study dresses is great too. In cooking, I'm not yet informed and I haven't tasted the food that they cooked. Bicol express daw e.

I hope I can go to Nueva Ecija on June 17 for Twinie Eysi's debut.*cross fingers*

I hope we can still watch Da Vinci Code. Ah sa enrolment? Haha.

What the hell! I forgot the cd that contains the flicks I shall upload in multiply. Argh!

New layout. I've been waiting for this layout un nga lang hindi bumagay sa color ng tagboard ko. Ang jologs! Haha.

I made this thought thingy or whatever you may call it.

As i put the earphones on my ears with maximum volume playing with a smile and my face covered with a pillow. I thought of being in na world where...

..no pain is felt
..insecurity, bias and hatred is an unknown word
..I dont need to pretend just to fit in the crowd
..I can show the real me without criticisms
..everything under the sun is fair
..everyone is permanent even if someone comes along
..ex's become friends after a break up
..bestfriends dont end up as enemies because they become lovers and didn't make it
..eyes don't burst out tears
..mouth dont utter ouchie words
..hearts are not broken
..hands are not used to slap/punch an enemy
..feet doesn't take the road of failure
..shopping and travelling is free
..everything is legal
..you can predict what will happen next so you'll be ready
..love is treasured and is not taken for granted
..there is endless hapiness and contentment
..that once you love, you wont get hurt for the same reason the you loved
..everyone loves and understand me

IN THE WORLD OF FANTASY!

2006-05-18T16:00:00.000+08:00

Remember my soo sad entry about being able to get a perfect score in Math3c? Oheya, I made it in two quizzes!=)

Math3c so far is the only subject I took this summer that is quite exciting not because I love numbers but because of our silly professor. Haha. At kanina lang nag-joke siya about the color PINK. ~~The color pink is for monkeys daw.~~ His explanation? Yun lang daw ung color na nadidistinguish ng mga monkeys! So pag nakikita ang color na PINK nalilito sila. Silence sa room.

ME:Bakit naman sir?
SIR: Bakit nalilito ka narin ba?

Todo laugh to the bones. Si Lyn naluha na sa kakatawa, ako sumakit na ang aking stomache! Err. Nagets niyo ba?

Tomorrow's our final exam in PolSci. Ang dami niyang diniscuss from Article 1-Article 7 with soo many sections! Good thing is binigay niya ung coverage for the exam. Hindi na ko magugulat kung puro essay nanaman.

3 days more to go...Summer classes will be OVER! I'll be back in Vigan. I'm not yet decided if I'll attend Myan's debut pero 18 treasures daw ako. I'll go home on 21 e ung countdown for her debut is on the night of 21st. Hayyy... Bahala na.

Quote Loving:
If you play and fail, play more. If you play more and fail more, play even more. If you play even more and fail even more, play some more until you fail no more-Shakespeare

2006-05-14T17:08:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my blog basher!!!

I just dont know why you love to make lait. Hindi mo ba alam na mas cheap ang dating mo sa ginawa mo. Dinaan mo pa sa pag-tag sa aking malinis na blog.

Watched Pupil pala yesterday with Roper, Aj and Andrew. Met Andrew lang sa SM.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOM'S OUT THERE!!!

to be continued....

2006-05-13T06:43:00.000+08:00

I'm here at Woodsville right now.Trip ko lang pumunta dito since andito si Lola at si Vanah. Masarap ang pagkain. Haha.

Generation to the Next Generation:This is from Tita Meldz to Vanah then to me then to all of you. FEEL FREE TO READ!

It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love fail. You can analyze this mystery and look for reason and excuses, but you will never do anymore than take the life out of the experience. Just as life itself is something more than the sum of bones and muscles and electrical impulses in the body, love is something more than the sum of interest and attractions and commonalities that two people share. And just life itself it is the gift that comes and goes in its own time, so too, the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be questioned in its ways. Sometimes, hopefully at least once in your life, the gift of love will come as a flower, and you will take hold of it and celebrate in its inexpressible beauty. This is the dream we all share. More often it will come and take hold of you, celebrate you for a brief moment, then move on.

When this happens to young people they often try to grasp the love and hold it to them, refusing to see that it is a gift freely given and a gift that just as freely moves away. When they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost rather than accepting the gift for what it was, then moving on. They want answers where there are no answers. They want to know what's wrong with them that makes the other person no longer love them, or they try to get their love to change thinking that if some small thing were different, love would bloom again. They blame the circumstances and say that if they go far away and start a new life together, their love would grow. They try anything to give meaning to what was happened. But there is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until they accept it.You need to treat what it brings you with kindness.

If you find yourself in love with someone who doesn't love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find that someone else is in love with you and you don't love him, feel honored and that love came and called at our door,but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

How you deal with love is how love deal with you, and all your hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are very different. If you fall in love with another, he falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave. Do not reclaim it or to assess blame. LET IT GO! There is no reason and there is no meaning. You know it in time, but time itself will choose a moment.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes to your life. feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and gice it away. Give it to the world around you in any way you can. This is where many lovers go wrong. having been so long without love. They understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be.They begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them. If the first blush of new love they filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they revert to seeing their love. They cease to be someone who generate love and instead become someone who seeks love. They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and it can be made to grow only by giving it away.

Remember this and keep it in your heart: LOVE HAS ITS OWN TIME, ITS OWN REASON FOR COMING AND GOING. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you. But if it chooses to leave, from the heart of your love, there is nothing you can do or nothing you should do. Love has always been a mystery. Be glad it came to live for a moment in youir life. If you keep your heart open,it will come to you again.

No quote loving for this entry. Thoughts na yang love thingy na yan. Haha. Reflect, reflect. What do you think?

2006-05-07T11:25:00.000+08:00

We had our first quiz for finals in Math yesterday and I'm thinking, "Kelan kaya ulit ako makaka-perfect ng quiz sa math?" Hayyyy.

I felt the feeling of finding someone's trash yesterday. Yeah, the aluminum can thingy. Did you thought of an ex? Haha. We have to bring 1 kilo aluminum can in school to lessen our ~~4 demerits~~. Bakit kami nagka-demerit? Umalis lang naman kami na hindi pa tapos ung movie na pinapanood namin. ~~Na-drop pa ung class card namin.~~ Holy Crap! Nakakahiya man pero kelangan naming pumunta sa Swiss Baker(SM) para bumili ng aluminum cans!

Spongecola's WOW! Yael's so talentado! Nag-drums siya, ang galing ~~CRUSH KO NA SIYA!~~ Haha. Ang daming tao kahapon. Nagsitakbuhan pa ung mga iba nung nagsitalunan ang mga tao kasi umuga sa upper ground floor. Haha. Kami naman? Feel na feel namin ang earthquake effect. Haha. Btw, I was with Roper, Aj, Lyn and Efren. After spongecola's show, it's time to get the aluminum cans na. At sa lakas ng trip namin naglakad pa kami pauwi hawak-hawak nila Roper at Efren ang 3-kilo aluminum cans na nakalagay sa garbage plastic. Haha. Sa session po kami naglakad na tumatawa, nagkkwentuhan at patuloy lang sa paglalakad habang ang mga tao'y nakatingin samin. At sa paghalakhak namin, merong tumawa sa likod namin parang gusto pang sumabay sa aming pagtawa. Ng kumaway si Aj sabay sigaw, "Hoy, pangit pangit!" lumipat na sila sa kabilang street. Haha.

Nakarating na kami ng dorm pasado alas nueve na. Hindi pa kami nag-didinner at tumutunog na ang aming stomach. aha! Sarado ang binalot. San na kami kakain? *Sh*t, ang emo ng pure tagalog. Masyadong madrama* Titigil na ko.

8 na pala bukas. Ang churva mo!

Quote Loving:
When someone leaves you, don't hope and wait for that person to come back. feel good about yourself and say: "THANKS FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO FIND SOMEONE BETTER."

2006-05-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

Thoughts...

We have our own way of loving a person.

Experience is the best teacher. Learn with it.

Let go of the pain, focus on the happy things that life brings you.

from twinie: No boyfriend is perfect. But that's not an excuse to misbehave either.

A guy contradicted: Girlfriends are very wise. But they should jump to conclusions.

Anyway, we had our exam yesterday in PolSci. Four items na puro essay. Boring class, boring exam. Our math prof released our grades yesterday, it was fine. ~~Katangahan lang ang kalaban mo sa math.~~

Starting today, hindi na ko magpapapigil sa patuloy na pag-comment ng mga taong hindi naman nagugustuhan ang mga sinasabi ko dito pero patuloy parin na nagbabasa.=P

Wee, pwede na ulit ako mag-upload ng pictures sa multiply. Haha. Watch out.=)

2006-05-03T21:26:00.000+08:00

Readers, feel free to tag or comment on every entry that I make. I don't intend to hurt anybody! At higit sa lahat hindi ako nagpapatama. I just need respect here. On the first place, you shouldn't be visiting my blog if you're not sure that you will accept every word i shall utter!

I just hate it when people question me on the things I post here. This is my blog and I have the right to post any single detail of my life and share it with you. I'm just being true here. You're making me hate you if infact we can be good friends. What you have is what you have, wala akong balak agawin!

I dont also intend to destroy any relationsip here. I'm happy with what I have now and totally contented. It's better triple time!

Quote loving:
Pain and sorrow go hand in hand with true love for love is never ideal but real. So dont even wonder what heartaches are for. Remember City of Angels? "When it hurts, its real."

2006-05-01T13:49:00.000+08:00

Life's such a teaser at nasayo na yun kung mapipikon ka or just go on with the flow.

I'm happy for myself, for forgiving Kat and getting back the friendship that was destroyed, for ~~pretending~~ so that I'll not hurt anyone, for making a final decision and being a woman of my own word!

Life's complicated. Life's such a ~~bitch!~~

I wish everyone the best! Appreciate what you have now before it'll be gone. Accept, accept and accept para hindi ka masaktan!

I lurve this qoute:
"Nung nagkahiwalay kami, ako ang higit na nasaktan pero saming dalawa siya ang higit na nawalan dahil darating ang araw magmamahal ako tulad ng pagmamahal ko sa kanya pero walang magmamahal sa kanya tulad ng pagmamahal ko."

2006-04-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

Dad left na.=( Aww, I cried!

I pray for His safety. I love you pa!

To my online buddies who use to call me YAM or YAMY, call me RAM nalang. ahaha. i have my own reason.=)

2006-04-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

Ang Pagkikita

Twinie Eysi and I met na. Yoohoo. Finally. After months of long wait. I was pretty excited that day. When Twinie texted me that they arrived na here in Baguio, I wanna meet her na agad. As in! That's how excited I am. But because I have classes from 10:30-4:30 I'll meet her after my class pa. So 4:30 na, I went at SM with Aj and Lyn. Then just went to see new pants in crissa tapos tinex ko na si twinie.

Pinuntahan ko siya sa executive optical. Naglalakad palang ako papunta dun I saw her na and I still can't believe that time. *besos* Nasabi ko nalang, "WOAH, this is it!" We're not online buddies nalang.=) She's with Pines pala. Pines' cute, petit, kikay and madaldal. Twinie's simple, pretty and white. Dahil sa wala kaming mapuntahan, we decided to order at Greenwich para makaupo narin. Twinie gave me phone accessory and I so love it. Tama siya, it's simple yet very symbolic. Ma-furry, may slippers with stones and it's blue(sa kanya pink). the message behind it? "Slippers always come in pairs so as twins we'll always be there for each other" wait parang mali. Tama ba ko twinie?

Resto hopping pa kami. Haha. This is really funny! We first went to Don Hen para magdinner. We look at the menu and parang wala kaming gusto so umalis na kami at nag-pizza hut nalang. When we we're there na parang gusto namin sa tokyo tokyo pero di na kami umalis dahil nahiya na kami. We took lotsa pix. I'll upload it pag na-upload na ni twinie.

Tuesday:

We went out nanaman with Kuya Robert and his friend. We met at SM. I gave twinie a rosary and pines a phone accessory.=) I only give rosary to the special ones.=) First stop: John Hay. We took pictures, walk, walk and walk. Second stop: Mines View Kuya Robert bought sweet corn for us. We walk, sat down, eat(ofcorz) and take pix.=) Then Greenwich na for dinner. Medyo nagtagal kami dun and nag-kwentuhan kunti xempre pix again. After that, nagpunta kami ng Nevada kaso wala pa daw animals. haha. that's accdg to the two kuyas so nag-Legarda nalang kami but I have to go home at 9:30 so hinatid na nila ko sa dorm then I missed the bar moment! Aww.=(

Here's some of the flicks: ( di pa na-uupload ung iba)

at greenwich session

Camp John Hay (me. twinie. pines)

the rosary i gave to Ailyn.

the phone accessory=)

2006-04-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

Webcam flicks

Anyhoo, I'll be uploading our flicks(me, pines and twinie eysi) maybe by tomorrow. I had fun and meeting Ailyn is WOW, finally the long wait is over!!!

more of this tomorrow.haha

2006-04-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

Me.Macky.Mhai.Paolo

Paolo posted this flick last night and I just saw it a minute ago. This is taken nung March pa. And look,take a look at the flick. Dwarfism! Argh! Ahm, naka-heels si Macky jan. La lang.

I thought magkakagulo nanaman kanina because of this guy. I just hate the way he protect his lies. Dammit!

I haven't read my polci notes,tonight nalang. Mom texted me that Lendl has sore eyes. Aww, get well soon.

Tim message me in friendster that they'll be in Vigan on the 28th. Unfortunately, I wont be there and I'll surely miss a lot of funs nanaman. Hay, so sad to be away from home.I'll try to go home on the 29th kung walang pasok sa May 1.=)

I'm currently watching Your Song. Kanina, I watched ASAP'06. Ung girl na nanalo sa Close up to fame turn off ang boses niya. Haha.

Oheya! Whatever, rant rant rant!

2006-04-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

This past days I've been so busted not having my own PC here in Baguio. I can't do my own thing, no privacy and no photoshop madness. I just hate it!

I'm really excited on Monday. Finally, magkikita narin kami ni Twinie Eysi and so with her friend Pines(aba,feeling close!LOL). Sana matuloy sila. Looking forward of bonding moments and cam whoring. haha. We also have a graded recitation on monday in polsci.Un na ung Class standing namin. walang written quiz. And entering polsci at 1:30-3:00 is soo damn boring., mas gugustuhin mo pang matulog nalang sa dorm dahil matutulog ka rin lang sa klase. Midterm exam nanamin on Thursday and Friday. Argh! Ang bilis.

I can't feel the summer heat. Malamig dito, umulan pa!

I guess I can't attend Myan's debut.=(

I hate multiply.I can't upload pix!

2006-04-21T13:22:00.000+08:00

Multiply is somewhat shitty. So my photo limit pa pala and I need to upgrade my account but I WONT, may bayad e. I will just make a new multiply account.

Btw, I met up with Sheena yesterday at SM.=) And sana makapunta ako sa woodsville. Hey girl, I want a pic of us. haha.=)

Some flicks

Summer Lovin (nakahawak talaga sa puno)

Roper gave me this bear

my latest flick, taken yesterday lang

apartment hunting

paulinians on college life

More of this on: http://pinkyyamy.multiply.com
and on my new multiply: http://ramonaliza.multiply.com

2006-04-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

Uploaded lotsa pix in my multiply. Check it out

2006-04-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

I'm back home for the holy week. My photocube is back on friendster. I can now upload flicks on my multiply. Check it out! Comment na rin kayo para masaya. I'll accept any comment be it good or bad!

Wait, I'm gonna finish twinie's BG lang. I hope she'll like it then Im gonna upload it here later.

Sana tuloy ung Oinky EB. I really wanna meet my oinky family.

*EDITED*

I'm done with twinie's BG. Look!

And thanks also to Janix for this!

2006-04-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

So much of sh*tty things happening since last night. Urgh! I can't understand myself.

Waa, I can't upload photos on my multiply account. What the hell is happening? Somebody help me?

Summer classes is a lot stressful than regular classes. In my 3 subjects(NSTP1, Math3c and Polsci1) lahat ng prof ko lalake. Pol Sci is damn boring! Math3c is quite fun, our prof is young and funny. Haha. No terror prof for this summer.

2006-04-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

I arrived here in Baguio at about 11am na which is supposed to be 7am. Full pack na kasi ung trip for 3:30am then sabi next trip na daw e 5:30am na but the bus arrived quarter to 6 so 6am na nakaalis. 4 seats nalang ung vacant so I have hurry up para may maupuan. But unfortunately, wala na. buti nalang mabait ung nasa harap at pinaupo ako total 30 mins nalang naman na at baba na sila. Fortunate parin!=)

Enrolment din kahapon. Kapagod, kasakit sa paa.

start na ng summer class tomorrow and oh. wala lang. Hectic ang sched namin. 12:00-1:30 lang ang vacant sa 10:30-4:30 na may class kami. Magugutom ako. Hay.

Wala na ko masabi.

TWINIE, GO FOR IT!!! FIND A WAY!

2006-04-02T18:44:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SOMEONE SPECIAL!!!

I finally made this photoshop thing and looking forward in making more of this. Haha. Eto lang muna nagawa ko kasi I'm quite in a hurry. I'll be going to back to Baguio tomorrow for the enrolment.

Macky, sorry i cant make you a BG for now kasi naman kahapon walang kuryente kaya ayun. Tapos I cant find a nice BG. I promise to give you after my summer class.

Belated Happy April Fool's day pala. haha. And with that may kwento. haha. I went out with Mhai, Chi and Athina. We met up at Mcdo and had our lunch there narin. After that, I asked them to accompany in National Bookstore to buy Candymag's april ish. Wala pa. Hay. Then we walk around Plaza Maestro. Mainit. So we settled infront of Edna T. Nisce's clinic. Flicks moment of course. Kaso I cant upload it pa. I also went to Ninz' house. chikahan lang, i miss those days. Nice talk. Andaming chismis, super. I accompanied Ninz too in St. Paul, mag-eenroll sana siya kaso half-day lang daw. I went home after that. I'm inviting them to visit me in Baguio one of this days.=)

TV TALK

I slept at about 1am na kanina coz of PBB. Keanna's the BIG WINNER. I wanted John. Pero thinking of practicality sige si Keanna nalang. Haha. I find the big night great. Wala lang. I want Sam to win little big star(big edition) and Makisig (little division). Magaling sila. Magaling din ung girl sa big division. Pero Sam parin ako, star quality eh.

Ahm, I may not update this blog everyday or every other day. back to school na and I know i will have no time updating this. hihi. As if maraming nagbabasa.

I have 3 dates in Starbucks. Lyn on April 5(treat niya), Ate Diane on i still dont know(probably treat ko kasi she treated me twice na) and Janix on *i still dont know* haha. I'll text him nalang.

I have to go na 'coz i have to fix my things pa. luvshu ol!

2006-03-31T12:33:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of March and so this is my last entry for March. Whatever!

Thanx to Janix for this Photoshop thing. **Waa di ko ma-upload ung pix*

Puro mess ang nangyayari sa gawa ko. Look oh. Palpak ang extracting and all that. HELP!!! Hayy. I want it to look good. My dad even bought me a book about this photoshop thing but I'm so lazy to read it. Anyway, at least my nagagawa parin ako. Mess nga lang.

Getting of grades pala ngayon. Haha. Sa April 3 ko na kukunin ung akin. I so damn wish mataas sana yung grades ko. Wala sanang bagsak. I took for granted some of the subjects dus to the boring and unwanted professors!

Supposed to be magmimeet kami ni Ninz ngayon but because of damn laziness, I postponed it and may appointment daw siya after lunch sa dentist. Tomorrow, Mhai will treat me daw kasi hindi ako makakaattend ng grad party ng bro niya kasi gabi na. You know, things like that. Haha. Curfew!

Anyway, I love picturetrail. Thanx twinie for introducing it to me!

2006-03-29T10:45:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday PAOLO!
I surely miss highschool days with you! Ahm, your kayabangan, your N6600 now ibang model nanaman. Nyahaha.

And Belated Happy Birthday EDISON!

Just wanted to greet this two guys online. Wala lang. Haha. Para naman maging part sila ng blog ko at may kasama pang picture. Lol.

Actve mode in teentalk. Miss the oinkies and the other old teentalkers. I can't still upload flicks in multiply. I hate it!

Finally, I'm now planning to buy flipflops from havs or old navy. Naimpluwensyahan ba ung sa isang thread sa teentalk. Haha. I wanna get tan too. Summer e. Makiuso ba naman? Whatever. Basta gusto lang umiba ung color ko para exciting. Haha. Ang crazy!

Enrolment na pala sa April 3, balik Baguio pero feeling ko mainit din dun. Summer e. tama bang lagi nalang i-dahilan ang summer? this summer kasi wala na kong ginawa kundi mag-internet, manood ng TV, kumain, matulog, umupo, magpicture. Haha. Eh sa walang magawa e. koneksyon?

Dumating na pala ang aking dad galing Manila. Two days din siya dun. Sayang hindi ako nakasama dahil akala ko round trip lang yun pala hindi. Hay naku. Buti nalang may cake from Goldilocks. Yummy!

Mahal kita hindi mo lang alam. Wala eh, bigla nalang pumasok sa isip ko tong lyrics na itoh. Malay ko ba. Mahal ko na ang eraserheads! Haha. I mean ung mga kanta lang nila.

NON SENSE! Yan ang word na nababagay sa entry na ito!

Gusto ko pang mag-type, magtype ng magtype. Nyahaha. This is so crazy. Am I making a shame out of myself? Crazy!!!!

2006-03-27T17:07:00.000+08:00

Your Alias Should Be:

Gillian Lila

What Should Your Alias Be?

Happy Graduation Macky and Paolo and to the other graduates ngayong araw na toh.

I went out with Macky, Mhai, Paolo and Chi today. Actually kaming 3 lang nila Mhai. Mhai and I went to St. paul to get our yearbook. Wala ng estudyante. I mean meron kunti mga 10 ata sila. Just saw our principal pero she didn't saw us and that's the good thing about it. We saw Mrs. Rojas (our 1st to 4th year Math teacher) and said hellos lang also ma'am Jenny then we went to Noli Morales' Salon kasi nagpapa-hair spa si Macky doon. You know graduation. Kiddin'. Then we went straight ahead to macky's crib and ate our lunch there. After a few minutes, Macky prepared na then nanonood lang kami ni Mhai. She wore a black bubble skirt and white tube top. Sexay! Had her pic taken pero unfortunately hindi ko pa ma-uupload.

At about 1:40pm we went na sa UNP kasi 2pm daw start na ung graduation rites. Pero siyempre mga quarter to 3 na nagsimula. Hay. So un, nakita namin si Paolo with her mom and sisters. Had our pic taken then nag-gather na sila, umuwi na kami kasi mainit. haha.

After that I texted Chi na pupunta na kami sa house nila then pupunta sa empanadaan. told her to pay for us. haha. Mga matagal tagal rin kami doon puro kwentuhan lang. Boys, studies, boys, boys boys... Haha. Crazy!

Dapat we'll visit Cheng pa pero we're not sure kung andun siya sa bahay nila. Dahil sa smart siya at globe kaming lahat walang nagtext sa kanya. Haha. Yun lang. Hot day!

2006-03-26T14:22:00.000+08:00

I have NOTHING to say! I just wanna blog to beat boredom.

Anyway, after a week of just staying at home and helping in our shop, Mhai and I decided to go out tomorrow. Yup the two of us who is in Baguio and still the two of us going out here in Vigan. We will visit Cheng in the hospital kasi naconfine siya(obvious?), get our yearbook in St. Paul and watch Macky and Paolo march on the stage. yeah, gagraduate na sila. Haha. Congrats MackyPao!

Ahm, nothing more. I'm just excited to post my pictures from my phone maybe this week. Wala lang. Excited lang naman ako. I have lots of really crazy flicks yesterday. Haha. Post ko nalang one of this days. Watch out! Duh, as if naman kaganda! Haha.

Friendster thingy. I'm busy customizing Lyn's profile. Libreng starbucks ito. Haha. Lagyan ko daw ng slideshow at falling objects. Ieedit ko pa daw ung solo pic niya, pic nila Efren at pic namin.Anyway, I choose this BG for her. Bagay na bagay sa kanya.

Eh bakit naman nawawala yung testing binigay ko kay Twinie. Friendster talaga oh, kahit kelan!

***edited

I'm done with Lyn's slideshow ung falling objects nalang.Yahoo. I'm currently eating cheese rings. Gusto ko lang. Anyway, magpapatrim and celophane ako bukas. Haha. Naiinggit ako sa tita ko e. Libre naman, yaan mo na.

Watched asap06. ganda ng Can't let you go by Cueshe. Haha. Ayun, ayun lang naman. Nacornihan ako sa Mano mano dumidila pa kasi ung vocalist wala naman sinabi! Nakakainis.

Gusto kong bumili ng pants and damit sa crissa. Anyhoo, masaya ako dahil ang daming binigay na make up sakin. 2 sets, pangatlo ung akin talaga. Luvshu titas.

2006-03-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

My mom is so bothered on my summer class. Against siya! Wala naman daw akong bagsak. Yun na nga e, kaya nga mag-aadvance nalang. So yun. I hope okay ung medical ni papa.

Anyhoo, naiinis na ko sa sarili ko dahil hindi ko makuhang matutunan yung gusto kong matutunan sa photoshop. Ish! Help please!

Flicks...

2006-03-22T17:29:00.001+08:00

All day I was busy uploading then editing some flicks from my phone. I wanted to upload it on my multiply but somethings wrong. Mind if I upload it here?

Enough, blogspot's having an error again. I'll just reserve the other pix for tomorrow.

2006-03-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

***It's the graduation day of my bro today. I woke up too late kaya hindi na ko nakasabay sa kanila at sumabay nalang ako sa pinsan ko. When we arrived nagmamarch na sila. Then naghanap na ko ng mauupuan at pumwesto ako sa may electric fan. Dahil sa pasaway si Tj hindi na niya tinapos, umuwi na siya agad pagkatapos niya makuha ang kanyang award at diploma. Hay, pasaway!

***I cried a bucket of tears...Thanks twinie for listening to my dramatic situation right now. (connect? huh? crazy?) LOL!

***I'm so dying to post pics na. Wala lang. I want lang.

***I made a testi for Aj and Lyn. Pics, as in pics namin.=) natuwa lang naman ako. I'll be looking a Bg for Lyn's profile at ngayon di pa ko nakakahanap.

***Makapag-post na nga lang ng kanta. Maganda toh.

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2006-03-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

I'm finally home. Two weeks rin akong hindi nakauwi ng Vigan. I just wanted to go back to Baguio because of the damn hotness here in Vigan. Maarte ba? Haha. Just kiddin'. Mainit rin naman sa Baguio pero mas mainit pa dito, super. And how I wish I'll go back in Baguio with this PC right in front of me and with the motorola fone. oo na, kahit yung wala ng cam basta bigyan niyo ko ng fone for my sun sim. Wala lang. Feel ko lang.

This morning my mom asked me to accompany Tj in their school for their graduation pictorial. 8am daw? But they had their pic take 9:30 na and worst and init talaga. Pinag-papawisan na ko tapos sinabayan pa ng gutom. Hayyy. Na-amaze lang naman ako sa mga batang kumakanta ng Ulan at Makita kang muli. Yeah, I expected them to be singing their ABC's or nursery rhymes pero hindi as in ung kantang mga yun. Nice!

I made this avatars for Twinie Eysi and Ate Diane. Look!

*shit, ang tagal mag-upload!*

For Twinie Eysi:

For Ate Diane:

2006-03-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

I finally bought march ish of candymag. I miss reading candymag since I have to budget my allowance for a lot of expenses and I dropped buying magazines since I entered college. Ish. My P85 is worth it. I loves this ish not only because Mariel's the covergirl. E basta I love it! nyhoo, ganda ni Mariel.=)

I miss updating my blog. Ang saya sa session nung nagsara for a week. I was able to watch Bamboo's free concert but not Brownman Revival. Nahirapan nga lang kami sa pagpwesto pero nakaraos naman. Hirap ng maliit.=( Natapos ung concert at about 12am na. I was with Ropz, Lyn and Ate Diane. Sobrang crowded talaga. I love it when bamboo sang masaya and 214. *mushy* We went home naman with the Kuya's.haha. I enjoyed eating sweetcorn, shawarma, hotdog, sweets and lot more. As in sobrang daming food but I wasn't able to buy stuffs and not even glitter tatto Ate Diane and I are planning to have. Sana forever nalang na session in bloom. Haha.

Money, money, money. Sa requirements napupunta ang pera ko ngayon but thank God I was still able to buy a jacket for myself and planning to buy more. Ewan ba. Wala man bagong shoes kung meron man wala akong size. Hay. Next week na finals and I have to review for my grades to get higher. I'll be going home on March 19. See you friends. Nwei, meron na daw ung yearbook namin. Yup, ngayon lang and it's black and white. They promised us na colored pero ung cover lang daw. Crazy St. Paul. I soo hate it!

Another ish naman. Haha. Nung thursday I watched the campus tour of fashionista model search. Cool. Un lang. Magaling. Magaling silang mag-ramp! There's this one funny guy who looks like a gay. I swear with all my heart. The girls we're damn tall. Yah, I envy them. If only. Ish! Ate diane asked me to accompany her in SM 'coz she'll buy shoes that will match her bag and blush on sa body shop kaya napanood namin. We ate narin finally sa point and grill and told ourselves na kakain kami sa lahat ng resto or fast food sa SM. And I told her to treat me in yellow cab pag nasama siya sa quota. E sure naman na un, DL#34 akalain mo? hehe. e pamatay kaya ang nursing sa SLU. wala lang, sharing.

I need to rant some more. haha. I'm currently doing our business plan. Huh? But here I am ranting. I just miss blogging and all this stuff. I'm actually looking for an image that I'll be giving as a testimonial for my friends in friendster. Where else? And I'm chatting with Sheena,san pa? e di sa YM! Crazy things like this. Waaa.

Uhm, I was with Mhai kanina.It's been months since we talked, ate together and laughed at our silliest acts. And as the same dillema, head turner is she because of her rocker style mixed up with a lil bit of kikayness if you only know.

Ah nga pala,nagka-rally sa school. It's because of the 7% increase tuition fee. Our class joined, nagboycott kami ang boring kasi ng prof namin. haha. And we shouted,"Karapatan ng mamamayan, EDUKASYON,EDUKASYON" vice versa. After that,we never joined again. Uhm, they went to people's park, walked around session road and SM daw. Until finally, may consultation narin. The 7% increase was not change kasi it's legal daw but still I appreciate the courage of the SSC President-fighting for our rights! Yeah. Haha. Him alone with the loyalist na nag-rarally. It's crazy how other students joined the rally because they don't want to attend classes.ehem.like us. Emote ng mga professors? "Ngayong finals pa kayo nag-boycott. Sa monday expelled na yang mga yan."

I want food. till my next post.

2006-02-26T11:22:00.000+08:00

wooosh. Baguio's a very busy place right now. Panagbenga e! Session road's very crowded. Ish! Baka magka-stampede! Wag naman sana. I'm in my tita's pad right now,nothing to do so I just decided to surf the net. Dad and Harold visited me here in Baguio. Sayang di nakasama si bunso pano naman kasi may lagnat! But as usual, may pinapabili. Kelan ba ung araw na walang pinapabili un.Woohoo. May pinagmanahan e! Lol.

I was alone in our room last night, umuwi si te d. Hindi ko pinatay ung ilaw kasi natatakot ako! After taking a bath, nakatulog na ko agad! Nakakapagod kahapon e. Ang init sa session, ang daming tao, nakakapagod maglakad kaya knock out ako agad plus I didn't have enough sleep. Nagising ako sa tunog ng sapatos na naglalakad. Nagulat talaga ko thinking that I'm all alone in the room. It's creepy. Right timing, Aj sent a quote then I texted her. Minulto ata ako. Di na ko makatulog pero pinilit ko. Lyn called nga e kasi binalita ko rin un sa kanya! Thanks girl, she even encouraged me to sleep nalang. Ayun! so yun!

Jamie invited me to go with them sa padis. She's with Gerwin and Van. Si Gerwin na dumayo pa ng Baguio. Unfortunatelky,tulog na ko sa sobrang pagod. Haha. Nangulit nung madaling araw,pinapapunta ako sa apartment ni Jamie pero hello as if naman! So yun, pupuntahan nalang daw ako. But they went to the wrong place. Lol! Dun sila sa ferrioni pumunta,e dapat sa walon. Speaking of my dorm, tuwa naman si intsik kasi napuno lahat ng rooms dahil samga nagtransient. Make money! Haha.

Last day na pala ng sale sa SM. Wala ako sa mood mag-shop! Wala si Pachang! I'm craving for starbucks. Vanilla Frap please. Sana pumunta kami ng SM later. At sana malakas ung loob ko na sabihin kay papa na bilhan niya ko ng chucks. Haha. Or just give me cash. And I'm talking about money again. Kung naturingan ka nga namang accounting student oh! tsk! tsk!

2006-02-21T10:55:00.000+08:00

im really having a hard time budgetting my allowance. ish! ang daming requirements for finals. we have to make a product pa for marketing. with the package, and labelling drama! its not fun at all. why? i dont like our product. haha. but i made the labelling.=) un na nga lang daw di ko pa magawa.

Walang pasok sa Saturday. Flower Fest e. I think it would be fun kaya di ako uuwi though i so damn miss my family. But I think life here in Baguio is less burden than going home in Vigan. Argh, feeling ko naman maraming problema dun? Ish! I want my family to visit me here. Nakakapagod magbiyahe e.

Anyhoo, last sunday I spent time with myan, moses, van, bugok, kuya jm, kuya joe, kuya manual and ate czarina. Wala lang. Myan and I exchange stories about you know the past and the present with the twists of experiences. Lol. After that, Bugok and company came na. We met at SM then nagcoffee kami sa balconaje. The boys played magic on the cards. Amazing.=)

P.S.
I'm publishing my blog not for you to judge me or even get mad of me on what and who am I talking in here. Plese dont visit my blog if you're getting hurt. Its for your own good. You know who you are dear guy! And dont you worry too much, I know what I'm writing here. So please, just SHUT UP and DON'T MIND!

No flicks for now! I can't upload e. Dont know what's wrong!

2006-02-16T12:02:00.000+08:00

new flicks for this new post. LOL. I don't know what to write in here, as usual! I dont make sense at all. I'm feeling better now compared nung 14. I just really have to accept it. Bakit ko pa ba papahirapan ung sarili ko sa hindi pagtanggap kung wala naman na kong magagawa? Im making a burden out of myself and it's stupid. Mushy!

I damn miss my family... All I have is this flicks of my two brothers.. Hindi ako nakapag-online kahapon dapat magchachat kami ng bro ko... nwei, here's the flicks na

His name is John Harold Verzosa with that fine face, sweet smile, mesmerizing eyes! haha

just look how cute are they

with our bunso

bagong gising dillema

HAPPY VIEWING!

2006-02-14T13:09:00.000+08:00

Happy Hearts Day!

Masaya ako kaninang umaga not just for myself but for ate diane as well. Nasurprise kasi siya paggising niya dahil sa ginawa ni dex! really sweet.. pero at this moment, SHIT! un lang ang masasabi ko... I can't do anything, I just need to accept it anjan na e pero shit parin at napaiyak ako dun! Enough said!

Anyway, I met Janix na sa SM conincidentally. Wala lang! as in nagulat ako. haha! nwei, nice seeing you in person...=)

Un lang, magsaya kayong lahat! =)

flicks:

starbucks...

argh! ayaw nanaman mag-upload! lintik naman oh!

EDITED:

starbucks' threesome

Slurpee babies

kunwari sad

wadup?

......

2006-02-14T12:53:00.000+08:00

Happy Hearts Day!

Masaya ako kaninang umaga not just for myself but for ate diane as well. Nasurprise kasi siya paggising niya dahil sa ginawa ni dex! really sweet.. pero at this moment, SHIT! un lang ang masasabi ko... I can't do anything, I just need to accept it anjan na e pero shit parin at napaiyak ako dun! Enough said!

Anyway, I met Janix na sa sm. Wala lang! nice seeing him in person...=)

Un lang, magsaya kayong lahat! =)

flicks....

argh! ayaw nanaman mag-upload! lintik naman oh!

2006-02-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

imeldific

ish! ayaw mag-upload ng flicks! check the other pix on my multiply nalang.. comment na din kayo!

Midterms exam is finally over and im so overwhelmed. Bye sleepless nights till we meet again. LOL! Nwei, got to watch lovapalooza dito sa baguio last night.What can I say? Not good at all. Ang boring, kunti lang ung couples na sumali, the bands who performed is not good and ang pangit ng fireworks. Inspiring lang yung mga story ng mga couples. Ish! Un lang. so next year, im planning to watch lovapalooza in baywalk para masaya! haha. wala na kong masabi..

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2006-01-29T13:48:00.001+08:00

photos with Lyn only posted now pero actually matagal na toh...

ok naman ako ngayon... been shocked with the stolen pix by Janix.. I told him not to post it anywhere pero i'll post it here though it's quite funny... i think nung 1st sem pa toh... I'm with Aj sa sm going to session road at dahil sa usok dulot ng mga taxi ayan ang kinalabasan ng pic...

eto ung isa...=)

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2006-01-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

Wasted on 22nd day of January 2006

Last day of the two girls in Vigan and im actually talking to Aj and Lyn. Yeah, kasama ko sila umuwi ng Vigan since 3 days kaming walang pasok. we arrived here at about 8:30pm na sinundo kami ni mama sa terminal then kain agad pagkadating ng house. after refreshing ourselves natulog narin kami then woke up mga 9am na. breakfast, merienda, lunch sunod sunod na kain yun. 3pm na kami umalis ng bahay kasi tinapos namin ung rematch ni pacman and morales.

FIRST TIME nilang:
*magride ng kalesa
*kumain ng empanada
*namangha sa old setup ng fastfoods and malls

after ng picture moments sa baluarte, heritage and elsewhere umuwi muna kami para magdinner sa bahay... as usual busog! They had their pic taken with the tiger, monkey, ostrich and horse. haha. mga hayop! nagsilbi akong photographer pero xempre got pix din. rest for a while tapos tuloy lakwatsa sa carnival hanggang 11pm.

4 rides lang naman:
1. anchors away
2. octopus
3. caterpillar
4. feris wheel (kami lang ni aj kasi ayaw ni lyn)

then after that naglibot kami sa tiangge then uwi na...zzzzzzzzzzz...
FIRST TIME ni Lyn:
*sumakay sa anchor's away

FIRST TIME kong:
*sumakay sa feris wheel (libre pa ni aj) haha

till my next post... by the way, welcome to my blog TAE!

edited:

WTF?! how dare you TAE, tag on my twinie's tagboard using my name as "YAM" and my blog in xanga as your url! hayyy... when insecurity strikes nga naman!

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2006-01-20T13:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday MA. KRISTINA LYN MARTINEZ!

Kanta para sayo:

SA KANYA
Namulat ako at ngayo'y nag-iisa
Pagkatapos ng ulan
Bagama't nakalipas na ang mga sandali
Ay nagmumuni kung ako'y nagwagi
Pinipilit mang sabihin na ito'y wala sa akin
Ngunit bakit hanggang ngayon, nagdurugo pa rin

Sa kanya pa rin babalik sigaw, ng damdamin
Sa kanya pa rin sasaya, bulong ng puso ko
Kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya

At sa hatinggabi ay nag-iisa na lang
Ay minamasdan ang larawan mo
At ngayo'y bumalik nang siya'y kapiling pa
Alaala ng buong magdamag
Kung sakali mang isipin na ito'y wala sa akin
Sana'y dinggin ang tinig kong nag-iisa pa rin

Repeat Chorus 2x

Adlib:

Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin
Sa kanya, sa kanya, sa kanya, hah-ooh

Sa kanya.

Lyrics again? I'm too lazy to put in here every single detail of how my life goes now. This lyrics would probably give you an idea of what's happenning...

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can
Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you
I don't really wanna go
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do
You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be
Who'll give you something better
Than the love you'll find with me
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye
Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

...

2006-01-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

Being alone doesn't mean being lonely. No, I'm not lonely but I just want to be alone. Not bothered by someone or something that shouldn't be bothering me.

Because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I'm fine with my life now, leave me alone!

...

2006-01-08T14:26:00.000+08:00

Pic of the month.

Why? This month is somewhat rude to me. Complicated feelings and emotions hit me. My fave stuffs was stolen and I want them back or I want new cuter blouses, skirts, bags and shoes. How can I have those? Hate it.

I'm not contented at all with my prelim grade in math knowing that I'm an accountancy student. God is still good, I got higher grades this semester compared to last sem. I want higher grades pa so double effort this midterms. I did well in nat sci2 rather than in natsci1 and I'm happy with it. Still,I know by myself that I'm not giving my best yet.I will, I really will most especially in math. Err.

Emote of a professor. We had a heart to heart talk with our math prof yesterday. Whatever! We have a fault for being lazy but he tripled our laziness. We don't want the way he teaches the lesson,not at all! We were complaining on how he give quizzes and all that, he never discuss such. Lazy prof and even keeps texting or calling while rendering classes. Every after two meetings nagdidiscuss. WTF?

Anyway, received my christmas gift from tita meldz and tita baby already. A blue cute bag from tita meldz and cash from tita baby. kapalit daw ng nanakaw. haha.

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2006-01-07T12:52:00.000+08:00

Ang Magnanakaw Part 2

Yup, may part two pa. Kulang pa pala ung list na ginawa ko. Here's the added items na ninakaw niya or should I say shopped for free. Ayup!

*3 skirts & 3 blouses. nakakpanghinayang nga naman talaga! err.

Lagi nalang umuulan, naaala kita. You know who you are.

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2006-01-04T13:13:00.000+08:00

Ang Magnanakaw.*bow*

Ok, just this morning I found out na wala pa ung blue kong bag na dapat kong gagamitin. Dammit! To sum up ung mga ninakaw ng magnanakaw, here's the list:
*4 shoes - ung 2 sakin(pink & blue), ung 2 kay ate diane(green & black).
*3 bags - 2 sakin(red & blue), 1 ke ate diane (pink)
*my jergens lotion
*curling iron

Wow, nagshopping ng libre amp! Terno terno pa talaga ung pinili. Argh. WTF? Ayup!

As of now, nag-iisip ako ng sobrang lalim. ung mga possibilities na baka hindi ko matanggap pero kelangan kong tanggapin. sana wala ng talohan sa college friends ko. May isa akong friend kasi na hindi na kami nagpapansinan just because of isang lihim na nabunyga. Kung nabubunyag nga naman ang mga lihim! Err! Emo!

Got my prelim grade na pala in Religion, got 90. Not bad I guess. Yun palang naman ung pinacompute samin. Thanx Sir Soliman, madali lang ang prelims but I guess I should be ready for midters and finals lam ko na technique mo. Haha.

That's al for now. Ciao

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2006-01-03T10:54:00.000+08:00

What a welcome back, my dorm!

I woke up at about 2:20am kanina thinking that the trip would be at 3am pero 3:30 pala. The bus arrived before 3:30am but wala ng vacant galing kasi ng Laoag. Then mga 4am the terminal decided na ung magbbyahe papuntang Pasay e punta nalang ng Baguio kasi ni isa walang pupunta ng Pasay. So mga 4:30 na kami nakaalis kasi pumila pa kami to get a ticket.

Arrived here in Baguio dont know what is the exact time pero pagdating ko ng dorm, nagbayad muna ako then ask for a duplicate ng room namin 'coz I lost my own duplicate.

With my surprise, ang linis ng room and wala na ung bag ko which I ordered pa from sis toni rose na hindi ko pa nagagamit and that really cute pink bag. Hinanap ko, wala talaga. So, tinanong ko kay intsik(owner ng dorm) kung naglinis sila and if they saw my 2 bags,wala daw. so ok, im so sad. After it, I informed ate diane na nawawala nga yung bags. Then I started looking for my pink doll shoes. Aba, wala rin. So un, naiinis na talaga ako. Then katext ko parin si te diane and she asked me to check her things too, nawalan rin siya ng shoes. after few minutes, napansin kong nawawala ung blue shoes ko which I bought sa Le Donne pa! Sheit! Wala. Then after kong maligo, when it's time already to put on some lotion on my body. Argh! pati lotion, ninakaw. Pakshet! Sa lahat ng nanakawin mga un pa. I swear na paguuwi ako ng bahay, I wont leave any single thing. Dammit the magnanakaw!

Wala akong makausap so I decided to rant nalang. Talk to my blog and here I am. Habang naglalakad pa ko, meron naman tong isang epal na lalake na nagsabing, "Hi crush, ang cute cute mo talaga." Leche ka! Putangina niya. I dont deserve such kind of treatment! WTF!!!

Ok, napamura ako. Sorry.

This year, i just wish good health for my family, Bryan (yah, him! even if nagkaganito!) and my friends.

new YEAR. new SIM

2006-01-02T13:43:00.000+08:00

new YEAR. new SIM. new SOMETHING.

Yeah, I changed my sim again for two reasons. Hindi ako makapagulimited at may nagtetext nanaman na hindi ko kilala. Yah, at the middle of the night.Ah mga midnight na ata yun 12:50 am to be exact and read it mga umaga na. Isa ko daw siyang taga hanga. So dahil gusto ko ng makapagunlimited at magsend ng sangkatutak na quotes I decided to change my sim na. At mga reaction ng friends ko? "apay manen?, Bakit nanaman?, Why again?" So yun.

I checked my waist line kanina and heck, tumaba ako! before kasi uhm 23.5 lang e(yah, believe it or not) but now 24.5 na going 25. whooosh! watever!

Tomorrow, I'll be going back to Baguio na. Mga 3am nanaman ang aking biyahe kasi ayoko ng umaga so madaling araw nalang. Last day ko na ngayon actually and hope I'll still update this blog. haha. so as of now, maghahanap me ng layout because I can't make a layout for myself. so yun, i'll edit this nalang later. byerz!

I'm back again with new layout and I got it from blogskins. I chatted with someone kanina sa YM and it's not worth posting what we talked about. Away lang un. Bat kaya ganon? Tapos after ng away, todo konsensya naman ako. Argh! Whatever! I'm totally confused with how i think and act this past few days. Bakit ba kasi? Argh! And really argh! err! baliw!

ok, here's a threesome survey, got it from Bianca's blog. Hala, and even linked them without asking permission (sila ni Ala!) Wala lang, just wanna see a peek of their life. I don't have any bad intentions anyway.

three names you go by:
1. Ram
2. Dona
3. yamy (for my close frenz and ttalkers ONLY!)

three screen names you have had:
1. yamy
2. yamyam
3. monaliza

three physical things you like about yourself:
1. pilikmata
2. lips
3. waist

three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. toes
2. height
3. knees

three parts of your heritage:
1. filipino
2. spanish
3. ..nothing more!

three things that scare you:
1. be left alone
2. death?
3. earthquakes (yeah, i live in baguio for school days so please)

three of your everyday essentials:
1. cellphone
2. rice
3. water

three of your favorite musical artists:
1. MYMP
2. cueshe
3. la na ko maisip

three of your favorite songs:
1. rainbow by southborder
2. me destiny
3. still by 98degrees

three things you want in a relationship:
1. TRUST, HONESTY goes with it
2. Communication
3. LOVE

three lies and truths in no particular order:

lies:
1. Politicians are no corrupt!
2. cant think na
3. rumors(mostly)

truth:
1. love hurts
2. God will always be there for you1
3. I'm 100% femme! haha

three physical things about the opposite sex that appeals to you:
1. eyes
2. lips
3. nose

three of your favorite hobbies:
1. texting
2. net surfing
3. malling

three things you want to do really badly now:
1. endorse(asa)
2. go to boracay
3. shop

three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. CPA
2. or CFA
3. endorser (asa!)

three places you want to go on vacation:
1. london
2. boracay
3. new york

three kid's names you like:
1. angela
2. ryza
3. liza

three things you want to do before you die:
1. manage my own company
2. spend time for my fam
3. mapag-aral ko ang aking mga kapatid

three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. my toe nails
2. love cars but i dont own even one haha
3. ...

three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. i love the color pink.
2. emotional
3. shopaholic

three celeb crushes:
1. brad pitt
2. John Pratts! yah! haha
3. ..

my turn to tag...

three people that i would like to see take this quiz:
1. twinie
2. nix
3. elyzel

Till me next post.=)

Bye 2004, Welcome 2006

2006-01-01T16:31:00.000+08:00

BYE 2004, WELCOME 2006

Ok, welcome 2006 Year of the dog. All I have is this pic, sent it via multimedia kasi di pa ko nakakabili ng bluetooth device. I'm dying to transfer lots pic from my phone to my PC. argh!

Anyhoo, I've been saying to myself and everyone else to start the year right. But am I really starting this year right? I think not really. Just like the christmas eve, I didn't enjoy new year's eve. I woke up at about 11:50pm and ate barbecue lang. My main purpose for waking up is to JUMP! Mom asked me so many times if I already jumped. And so I jumped dont know how many times but I jumped really really high at may sabay na dasal, "Lord, please give me height!" and I'm praying with really closed eyes and hands held together. Aryt, that's my GREATEST WISH- gain HEIGHT!

Just received this from Jove in my YM:

I just hope this year will be a blast and great year for me, I mean for all of us. I hope this year will be good to me. And my new year's resolution? BE A BETTER PERSON!!! and I really mean BETTER man, with school, family, friends, enemies(?) and responsibilities.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Year end post

2005-12-31T12:49:00.000+08:00

Year-end post

Third entry ko palang, year end post na. haha. Whatever!

Uhm, I wake up ng mga 9:30am. My cousins wake me up kasi binyag ngayon ng baby ni Ate Siony and ninang po kame. Haha. Ayun, then I only ate leche flan for breakfast kasi tinatamad na ko and akala ko malelate na kami sa simbahan. After eating, ligo na, bihis then ayos na myself(arte!). Ayun, hindi na ko sumabay sa iba kong pinsan pano kasi mga atat. Instead, pinuntahan ko nalang si Topeng para naman may kasabay ako kahit papano. So siya at si mark ung nakasabay ko sa simbahan. All we thought tapos na ung ceremony kasi nga sobrang tahimik, un pala hindi pa nagsimula. the ceremony only took mga 20 mins. As in sobrang bilis talaga. haha. nagalit pa ung pari! Err! Taray!

After naman ng party e di we went sa house na ng dear cousin ko, kumain ng kumain tapos uwi na. Eat and run? haha. di naman masyado. tapos, eto na ko nagbblog. excited para sa year end post. Duh! haha. so ayun. wala naman akong masabi ngayon. plano ko sana, mag-reminisce and i-kwento dito pero laziness is hitting me. haha. ang non-sense noh?

Happy New Year everyone. This year isn't a total blast but I've met new friends, online buddies(teentalkers), posted lots of flicks. haha. does it make sense? whatever. so yun.

My new years resolution:
*study harder
*budget my allowance
*have more fun
*grab opportuinities (wag ng pairalin ang hiya!)
*update this blog ahm, twice a week? haha!
*be a better person
*di na masyadong moody dapat masaya
*la na ko maisip. haha

Talking about internet connections: la lang.
My friendster background before:

meron pa ung isa, kaso tinatamad akong i-open ung isa kong photobucket account. same pix lang naman e. so yun.

My friends BG now(got it from mygen):

My soon to be friendster BG(got in from mygen too):

some of the avvies I made. (thanx Kym for the tutorial. haha owe you alot girl)

this one I made for my twinie

this two I made for myself. obvious ba? tinatamad na kong hanapin ung mga iba.

Please wait for the photos to be seen. la lang. para maganda. nge!

Hoping 2006 will be a great year for me.*cross fingers* Love yah lots. muahz!

Nagbago ka na...

2005-12-30T13:48:00.000+08:00

Nagbago ka na...

Noon...
*ok lang lahat sakin...
kaibigan ko, inahas ako. lalakeng mahal ko ng sobra, binalewala ung pagmamahal ko. mga galit sakin, linalait ako at tinatapaktapak. cge ok lang yun, nasasaktan ako pero alam ko mas masasaktan kayo pagdating ng araw. pana-panahon lang naman yan e.

Ngayon...
*naramdaman ko ring magalit... sa mahal ko, sa kaibigan ko at sa mga nagagalit sakin. naisip ko, dapat pala hindi nagtitiwala masyado sa kaibigan at lalong lalo na sa lalake kahit gaano man kayo katagal na magkakilala at kahit gaano man kayo ka-close.

Noon...
*pinapakita ko talagang nasasaktan ako...CRY BABY! Sa school, sa fastfood, sa kalye...

Ngayon...
*hindi na ko cry baby... na kahit saan umiiyak dahil nasaktan... kaya ko ng itago ang aking nararamdaman at hintayin nalang na makarating sa bahay... i can smile, even if my heart's bleeding...

Noon...
*nasasabi ko lahat ng nararamdaman ko... sa kaibigan o maski kaibigan ng aking kaibigan...

Ngayon...
*tinatawag na kong malihim na babae... hindi na ko basta basta nagsasabi ng hinanakit... sabi ko nga bestfriend ko ang aking sarili at si God. Siya lang ang dapat kong pagkatiwalaan ng lubos...

At dahil sa mga yun naisip ko...
*kailangan mo parin umintindi
*mahalin mo rin ang sarili mo, wag lang iba ang minamahal
*masakit din palang magtapang-tapangan, pagtalikod mo sa mahal mo umiiyak ka na
*kailangan mo ring maging masama minsan, dahil kung mabait ka lang aabusuhin ka
*kailangan mo parin ng kaibigan na mapagsasabihan ng problema mo kundi mababaliw ka
*kayanin mo, maging matatag ka kailangan mo yun sa buhay

Random thoughts

2005-12-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

Random thoughts

I'm publishing this old blog of mine. I actually made this last summer pa but I dont know what code will I use or where can I get codes for the template. Then again, thanks to my twinie Eysi for providing me the code. Love you lots twinie. Thanx a bunch.

Please bear with me, I haven't fixed this well yet. Still under construction. Link me please.

I'm totally confused right now. There's a war between my mind and my heart and I'm totally confused. "Follow your heart", others would say. I want to but there are so many "what if's". Hay, enough about that drama. I'm actually having a hard time with him(if you know who im referring to, ssssh). I made him cry, I made him beg because of my attitude to him. To him, I am stone-hearted already maybe bacause of the third parties, lies and doubts. Argh! I said enough but I continue ranting.

Patrick(my manager.lol) invited me to watch Sound of Music may extra ticket daw kasi siya pero tinatamad talaga ako. Kelan ba ko nanood ng play sa school? Haha. The best parin ata ung Cinderella Story. My part ako dun e, we did the flower dance. haha. Memories...Nung grade 2 pa yun. Ah, later will be the fashion show in St. Paul. I wont be watching kasi tinatamad ako but I really want to watch. Sorry Ninz, for now I cant watch you walk with your abel gown. Sabay kasi tayo nung 4th year e. Haha. Show me some flicks nalang ha? I'm Sure Rowell will watch you naman e, complete night! Haha.

Confuse parin, wala akong mapagsabihan buti nalang nakakatext ko si twinie. Not exactly the same heart ouchy were experiencing pero basta may problema kami ni twinie. Aja! haha.b Twinie, matatapos din toh!

What's up 2006?

3 days nalang, 2006 na. I'm getting myself ready for next year talaga. I'll be the one doing moves na, I wont just be sitting pretty and waiting for something. They're asking me to join their agency pero wala rin e. Ewan ko ba.

Next year...
*I'll be 18 (party?)
*I want to go to Boracay (asa!)
*I'll shop more clothes and shoes (money pls..)
*I'll be stronger
*I'll really focus on my studies (really?)
*I'll be budgetting my allowance (oooh?)
*I'll be friends with my enemies (?)
*I should already be a ***** (twinie, I know you know it. haha. frustrated noh?)

hey...

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