Third entry ko palang, year end post na. haha. Whatever!
Uhm, I wake up ng mga 9:30am. My cousins wake me up kasi binyag ngayon ng baby ni Ate Siony and ninang po kame. Haha. Ayun, then I only ate leche flan for breakfast kasi tinatamad na ko and akala ko malelate na kami sa simbahan. After eating, ligo na, bihis then ayos na myself(arte!). Ayun, hindi na ko sumabay sa iba kong pinsan pano kasi mga atat. Instead, pinuntahan ko nalang si Topeng para naman may kasabay ako kahit papano. So siya at si mark ung nakasabay ko sa simbahan. All we thought tapos na ung ceremony kasi nga sobrang tahimik, un pala hindi pa nagsimula. the ceremony only took mga 20 mins. As in sobrang bilis talaga. haha. nagalit pa ung pari! Err! Taray!
After naman ng party e di we went sa house na ng dear cousin ko, kumain ng kumain tapos uwi na. Eat and run? haha. di naman masyado. tapos, eto na ko nagbblog. excited para sa year end post. Duh! haha. so ayun. wala naman akong masabi ngayon. plano ko sana, mag-reminisce and i-kwento dito pero laziness is hitting me. haha. ang non-sense noh?
Happy New Year everyone. This year isn't a total blast but I've met new friends, online buddies(teentalkers), posted lots of flicks. haha. does it make sense? whatever. so yun.
My new years resolution: *study harder *budget my allowance *have more fun *grab opportuinities (wag ng pairalin ang hiya!) *update this blog ahm, twice a week? haha! *be a better person *di na masyadong moody dapat masaya *la na ko maisip. haha
Talking about internet connections: la lang. My friendster background before: meron pa ung isa, kaso tinatamad akong i-open ung isa kong photobucket account. same pix lang naman e. so yun.
My friends BG now(got it from mygen):
My soon to be friendster BG(got in from mygen too):
some of the avvies I made. (thanx Kym for the tutorial. haha owe you alot girl)
this one I made for my twinie
this two I made for myself. obvious ba? tinatamad na kong hanapin ung mga iba.
Please wait for the photos to be seen. la lang. para maganda. nge!
Hoping 2006 will be a great year for me.*cross fingers* Love yah lots. muahz!
Noon... *ok lang lahat sakin... kaibigan ko, inahas ako. lalakeng mahal ko ng sobra, binalewala ung pagmamahal ko. mga galit sakin, linalait ako at tinatapaktapak. cge ok lang yun, nasasaktan ako pero alam ko mas masasaktan kayo pagdating ng araw. pana-panahon lang naman yan e.
Ngayon... *naramdaman ko ring magalit... sa mahal ko, sa kaibigan ko at sa mga nagagalit sakin. naisip ko, dapat pala hindi nagtitiwala masyado sa kaibigan at lalong lalo na sa lalake kahit gaano man kayo katagal na magkakilala at kahit gaano man kayo ka-close.
Noon... *pinapakita ko talagang nasasaktan ako...CRY BABY! Sa school, sa fastfood, sa kalye...
Ngayon... *hindi na ko cry baby... na kahit saan umiiyak dahil nasaktan... kaya ko ng itago ang aking nararamdaman at hintayin nalang na makarating sa bahay... i can smile, even if my heart's bleeding...
Noon... *nasasabi ko lahat ng nararamdaman ko... sa kaibigan o maski kaibigan ng aking kaibigan...
Ngayon... *tinatawag na kong malihim na babae... hindi na ko basta basta nagsasabi ng hinanakit... sabi ko nga bestfriend ko ang aking sarili at si God. Siya lang ang dapat kong pagkatiwalaan ng lubos...
At dahil sa mga yun naisip ko... *kailangan mo parin umintindi *mahalin mo rin ang sarili mo, wag lang iba ang minamahal *masakit din palang magtapang-tapangan, pagtalikod mo sa mahal mo umiiyak ka na *kailangan mo ring maging masama minsan, dahil kung mabait ka lang aabusuhin ka *kailangan mo parin ng kaibigan na mapagsasabihan ng problema mo kundi mababaliw ka *kayanin mo, maging matatag ka kailangan mo yun sa buhay
I'm publishing this old blog of mine. I actually made this last summer pa but I dont know what code will I use or where can I get codes for the template. Then again, thanks to my twinie Eysi for providing me the code. Love you lots twinie. Thanx a bunch.
Please bear with me, I haven't fixed this well yet. Still under construction. Link me please.
I'm totally confused right now. There's a war between my mind and my heart and I'm totally confused. "Follow your heart", others would say. I want to but there are so many "what if's". Hay, enough about that drama. I'm actually having a hard time with him(if you know who im referring to, ssssh). I made him cry, I made him beg because of my attitude to him. To him, I am stone-hearted already maybe bacause of the third parties, lies and doubts. Argh! I said enough but I continue ranting.
Patrick(my manager.lol) invited me to watch Sound of Music may extra ticket daw kasi siya pero tinatamad talaga ako. Kelan ba ko nanood ng play sa school? Haha. The best parin ata ung Cinderella Story. My part ako dun e, we did the flower dance. haha. Memories...Nung grade 2 pa yun. Ah, later will be the fashion show in St. Paul. I wont be watching kasi tinatamad ako but I really want to watch. Sorry Ninz, for now I cant watch you walk with your abel gown. Sabay kasi tayo nung 4th year e. Haha. Show me some flicks nalang ha? I'm Sure Rowell will watch you naman e, complete night! Haha.
Confuse parin, wala akong mapagsabihan buti nalang nakakatext ko si twinie. Not exactly the same heart ouchy were experiencing pero basta may problema kami ni twinie. Aja! haha.b Twinie, matatapos din toh!
What's up 2006?
3 days nalang, 2006 na. I'm getting myself ready for next year talaga. I'll be the one doing moves na, I wont just be sitting pretty and waiting for something. They're asking me to join their agency pero wala rin e. Ewan ko ba. Next year... *I'll be 18 (party?) *I want to go to Boracay (asa!) *I'll shop more clothes and shoes (money pls..) *I'll be stronger *I'll really focus on my studies (really?) *I'll be budgetting my allowance (oooh?) *I'll be friends with my enemies (?) *I should already be a ***** (twinie, I know you know it. haha. frustrated noh?)